Your Tears Are Real

You are different by far. You stand out from the rest. You say how you feel even when you're put to the test. You have the biggest heart which is why you give it your all. But the pain is so deep and real when you take a fall. A lot of people will miss understand you. They will say you're to much. Just know that's how you've been built with our Fathers touch.

The love you have, you want to give it so freely. Even in the times, you ask yourself if you're being too needy. Everyone is not meant for everyone. You however, are truly meant for someone. That someone will know how to handle you and your most fragile state.

They'll know how to help you take things off your plate. They'll communicate with you without you even asking. They will even pop up at your house to take you out on the town. He will feel safe with you because you've created that space. You'll pray for each other daily and also give each other Grace. He will see you for who and who's you are. And don't worry, God will make sure he's tall.

In the meantime, continue to cry in this space. Your heart is broken, you're hurt, and you're blaming yourself. Which you should not because sometimes some things you just can't help. That person may have felt the same things you did but didn't know how to say it. Or he may wanted another skirt that he could chase. Who knows the truth and honestly I don't want you to care. Own your part, learn from it, and continue on your path. Don't miss all that is for you because you're sad. 

So yes cry your tears, say how you feel, and lay it all down at my feet. I'll give you my peace so you can finally sleep. Wake up the next day refreshed, renewed, and restored. Moving forward with a smile on your face, a swag in your hips, a glow in your hair, and a fire in your eyes. For you are my prize creation and you my beloved, are all mine.