Admitting the loneliness

It's been two full weeks since moving into my own home and the first time I've sat around all weekend sleeping. Not because I wanted to but because I had no choice. This women is really sick and doctors say I have a double ear infection. I must say that during this time, I don't like being single at all. For four years I was around someone who would help me in times like these however now, I must do this alone. It's almost like going completely cold turkey. As much as I want to cry, all I want to do is sleep this off. Maybe I can dream about my future because at this point, only God knows what it looks like.

Here's to getting well