Don't give up

This world can be hard to live in. You may face challanges from work, family, friends and even within yourself. I have learned that in the mist of the challenge, hurt and heartache I need to open my mouth in the process. Many people feel that if they keep their mouth shut, the situation may change. Or they just don't want anyone in their business. I have struggled with that for many years. I did not wish to have people in my business because I was ashamed of my past.

For that reason, this blog was created. A few weeks back, I was so depressed and angery I just felt like giving up on life so I tried to end it. I learned through that process that despite my situation, God is in control and he has a plan for my life. Sometimes you have to help other people while you are in pain. Although I feel like giving up sometimes, I still write to anyone who wants to read this and feels the same way I do. If that is you, just know that your not alone.

You must understand that when you are hurting, God sees and knows that. He wants to take your pain away from you. It's just sometimes, God will use that pain to bring you closer to him and also bring others with you. I have been so tired of having people come to me and tell me that their husbands are addicted to porn like my ex husband was and I did I deal with that. My advise is to Look to God and he can make all things new for you and your spouse.

I have learned that my pain is my ministry and I must continue to keep my mouth opened and stay out of the dark. Someone needs me to help them pull themselves out of their situation. And someone needs you. You are here for a reason, in the mist of your pain help someone else and watch God to wonders in you.
If you by chance you do not believe me, then I will challenge you to read the book of Job.

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